jedibuttercup: Malcolm Reynolds (my Captain)
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Been doing some more research for my next chapter of Book's Legacy. I'm really, really anxious about Mal's conversation with Inara-- my Muse doesn't want to deal with it any more than Mal himself likely does. I like her very much as her own character, but I have tremendous issues with the pairing; naturally, I'm afraid this is going to affect my writing. I want them to read natural, not as my mouthpieces, which, granted, they technically are, but still.

Anyway, I put in "Bushwhacked" before going to "Shindig" because I wanted to see again what she'd told the Alliance interrogator about staying aboard Serenity, and ended up getting snared by Mal's spookiness instead.

Earlier in the ep, after he tells Simon to drug the 'survivor', this bit of discussion takes place:

BOOK
(relieved) So he'll live then.

MAL
Which to my mind is unfortunate.

BOOK
Not a very charitable attitude, Captain.

MAL
Charity'd be putting a bullet in his brainpan.

INARA
Mal!

MAL
Only save him the suffering. (pulls infirmary door shut)

MAL (cont'd)
All right, no one goes in here. Nothing more we can do for him now, not after what he's seen.

SIMON
What do you mean?

MAL
That ship was hit by Reavers.

JAYNE
Reavers?

WASH
[Tzao gao. - "Crap."]

INARA
Mal, how can you know?

JAYNE
He don't - that's how. No way. It was that other fella, the one we ran into, like I said before, he went stir-crazy, killed the rest, then took a walk in space.

KAYLEE
Just a second ago you said that...

JAYNE
Don't matter what I said. Reavers don't leave no survivors.

MAL
Strictly speaking, wouldn't say they did.

BOOK
What are you suggesting?

MAL
Doesn't matter that we took him off that boat, Shepherd, it's the place he's going to live from now on.

And then, in the aforementioned interrogation sequence, he tells Captain Harken the following:

HARKEN
You saw them, did you?

MAL
Wouldn't be sitting here talking to you if I had.

HARKEN
No, of course not.

MAL
But I'll tell you who did. That poor bastard you took off my ship. He looked right into the face of it. Was made to stare.

HARKEN
"It"?

MAL
The darkness. Kind of darkness you can't even imagine. Blacker than the space it moves through.

HARKEN
Very poetic.

MAL
They made him watch. He probably tried to turn away, and they wouldn't let him. You call him a survivor? He's not. A man comes up against that kind of will, the only way to deal with it, I suspect, is to become it. He's following the only course left to him. First, he'll try to make himself look like one. Cut on himself, desecrate his flesh and then, he'll start acting like one.

And then there's Harken's mention that "I haven't seen torture like that since the war," referring to the 'survivor's' slit tongue.

This bothers me. It makes all my writer's nerves itch. "It's the place he's going to live from now on." --> "You call him a survivor? He's not."

*cough* Serenity *cough*

I really want to know now -- and am probably doomed to write, though I doubt in this story because it's likely to be very much darker than the angsty-but-trending-toward-H.E.A. tale I'm trying to weave -- just exactly what the hell happened during the war that made Mal sympathize so heavily with the poor bastard, and if that's how he feels about it, then how the hell he managed to hammer himself back into a mostly-functional, mostly-good man in its aftermath. Got to be more than just the Valley itself to it. I'd hazard a guess that Zoë had a lot to do with that recovery, and that it's also part of the reason he and Zoë are such iron-clad good friends but haven't a spark of sexuality between them.

*rubbing forehead* Damnit. Must go watch "Shindig" now and try to get the Inara Muse back.
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Date: 2005-11-06 09:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sojurnertruth.livejournal.com
i love firefly. i'm having a bad weekend, and there's something comforting to come home and read a bit from it. thanks for being a bright spot in my night. oh wash, beautiful wash.

Re: Wash

Date: 2005-11-07 11:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sojurnertruth.livejournal.com
/me plugs her ears

LALALALALA

i haven't seen the movie yet! don't ruin it for me! if wash dies, maybe i won't.

waaaa

Date: 2005-11-07 07:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mgsmurf.livejournal.com
Perhaps you should read further until the Muse has channeled and written Inara.

Bushwacked is about the only ep that somehow got skipped over in our latest watching of Firefly on Sci Fi and DVD, would really like to see it again.

As for the Mal darkness. I've done a little research on the Civi War, for another fandom I was in which has turned into a historical novel idea I may never write. But as Firefly and the Unification war is clearly based on the Civil War and the West it makes sense that that's what I think of in reference to Mal, Zoe and the war. More so than WW II or other modern wars, the Civil War was largely fought by common people with little training or previous experience in dealing with the horrors of war, and this lead to them doing rather gruesome things. Add to that the fact that the technology to kill had greatly increased without the medical technology to heal made it a very heavy casuality war.

As for why Mal (and Zoe for that fact) have been able to look at the horror of war and come out sane and generally balanced... In Mal's case I like to think it's because of the good and unbreakable qualities he has, and that they shine through enough for him to have compartmentalized the horror he's seen, or done. What exactly he'd have been right after the war though is a damned good question. Although, from "Message" and the pilot, I see Mal as one who really truly believed in the indepence cause and even in their victory, perhaps up until Serenity Valley and his surrender. That I think, having that faith that may have kept him sane and somewhat human during the war, crushed, would have been the harder wound to heal from. Why he's so against God and such faith.

Re: Mal in the War

Date: 2005-11-09 04:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mgsmurf.livejournal.com
Coming from more the west how the civil war effected it is something I have spent some time studying.

Thanks for the extra Shadow info. I tend to not mess with any parts of cannon material but a show/movie itself. Which with Firefly leaves lots left unexplained.

Date: 2005-11-07 07:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mgsmurf.livejournal.com
That should be "shouldn't" read further.

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